Our Little Trooper!

So Lynsey has been getting better every day. We actually stopped giving her Tylenol yesterday and she's doing really well. Basically now when she cries, it's just for the normal reasons and not because of the pain. We went back to the hospital on Wednesday morning to get her checked out and she's healing well they said. In just over two weeks, they'll take the pelvic harness off and we'll just have to "handle with care" for a while. Needless to say we will be really relieved when that thing comes off! It's quite awkward holding and cuddling her, although we are starting to get used to it. She's not quite as sensitive now which is nice. We found a way to swaddle her so she looks like a little triangle hehe. She's decided that just because she can't move her legs doesn't mean that she can't do new things - she started holding on to some of her toys today! She's been grabbing her blankets for a little while now, but today was the first day she grabbed a toy that was beside her in the playpen. Whether or not it was deliberate we don't know, but we can assume yes:).

A trip to the hospital

We had quite the weekend. It still feels a bit surreal that this all happened, but it's starting to sink it. Friday night, Brian was carrying Lynsey down the stairs when he slipped and fell. I was on the couch ready when I heard this thump and Brian saying "Oh no!" in quite a panicked voice and I remember being very calm and telling him before I even saw her, "She's okay, she's okay". I had no idea whether or not she was okay - maybe I just willed it so much that I believed it. In any case, when I saw her, she was on her back on the landing under a coffee table (which we had meant to move upstairs a long time ago) and she was crying. She wasn't freaking out - I've definitely heard her cry louder, but she was definitely in pain. Somehow I was completely calm - I was assuring Brian that she was fine, that she was probably just scared, but he didn't believe me. We gave her some Tylenol, wrapped her up and she actually closed her eyes and sort of went to sleep. I'm thinking at this point, man we dodged a bullet, she's okay, just scared and tired. She didn't really settle completely as we carried her around, and Brian wanted to unwrap her and check her out just to be safe. As it turns out, it's a good thing we did because she was not moving her left leg - at all. It just hung there, limp - we knew something was not right and off we went to the children's hospital. We got in fairly quickly to see a doctor and he confirmed what we thought, that her left leg (femur)was definitely either partially or completely broken. We went down for x-rays and yes, a clean break. The doctor gave her some kind of drug that would give her amnesia or something (I thought those drugs were only for movies and didn't really exist but apparently they do) and went to work setting her leg. We weren't there for that - I think they thought it would be too stressful for us to see her in that kind of pain. Well, apparently she didn't hardly cry and the doctor was totally amazed. That is our little trooper! He put a splint on her and assured us that an orthopedic surgeon would be checking her out first thing the next morning and discuss our options with us. We got a room for the night (with only one bed unfortunately) but we both stayed with her that night since it was almost 3 by the time we got up there. She actually slept reasonably well that night considering. The next day (Saturday), the surgeon checked her out and told us she would be getting some kind of harness instead of a cast. Apparently for babies younger than 6 months of age this is the best option because it keeps them relatively mobile and since their bones heal so quickly a bit of movement in certain directions doesn't actually hurt the healing process. I don't completely understand it but I trust that they know what they're doing. She was quite miserable after they put her in the harness, even with Tylenol and Codeine. It was really tough to see her be in so much pain. Through out all of this, Brian and I were barely holding it together with hardly any sleep and knowing how much our little sweetie was hurting, but we managed. We just wanted her to feel better. By the evening she was already doing much better. She was getting used to the harness and even had some playtime (smiles were scarce, but she was cooing and at least trying to be happy). The worst was when she would startle herself - I wish she would just learn that it hurts when she tries to move that leg and stop! Brian went home for the night and I stayed - she did a lot better than the night before even. She was starting to get her appetite back which was good - she hardly ate anything at all on Saturday. Nursing her is a bit awkward, but I'm starting to figure it out. Carrying her at all is much more awkward and hard work - we have to sort of hold her in the diaper area because we can't put any weight on her legs obviously, and there are straps in the way. It's going to be a rough few weeks trying to keep her comfortable. They did another x-ray this morning to make sure the bone was still in place and it is, so they sent us home. She had a decent day today. We're learning how to hold her and keep her comfortable, and she slept pretty well during the day (hurray for Tylenol!) and she's had pretty good alert times, too. I just feel sooo much better today - Brian and I both slept this afternoon which was much needed. It was a very stressful weekend. It's starting to sink in that she won't be jumping any time soon, or splashing in the bath, or standing on our laps. I know that she won't know any better, I just feel so sad because she was progressing so well. We're just hoping that she recovers quickly - apparently she could be as good as new in as little as three weeks. Baby bones are so incredibly soft that a major bone like the femur can be okay in such a short time - amazing. When I think of what could have happened . . . I can't even think about it. As much as it sucks that her leg is broken, how easily she could have hit her head on that coffee table or landed on her head or something - we thank God that she is going to be okay. An incident like this definitely puts things in perspective! We go back on Wednesday morning so I'll be writing an update shortly after.

I posted some pre-incident pictures and a few of her today in her harness. She looks like a little frog the poor thing! No clothes for her for a while unfortunately - and no going anywhere except the hospital. Anytime I start feeling sad about it I just think - she is healthy otherwise and will be jumping again in no time. Things could have been so much worse. I am so thankful that she is going to be okay.

Our Jumping Girl

Well like I said at the end of my last post, we drove out to Stettler on Sunday to visit Dave and Mary and meet little Ezra. At last Lynsey looks big compared to someone else! I will now admit that she has grown a lot! We did witness one of the funniest things I've ever seen (and some of you have already read about this on Mary and Dave's blog) - Mary was changing Ezra's diaper and I'll just let the picture do all the talking:). You know as mothers we get cocky sometimes and think, oh it can't happen to me. It SOO can! We had a good laugh anyway.
I posted a video of Lynsey jumping in her jolly jumper - she is starting to really like it! She also enjoyed her bath for the first time in a long time - she is starting to realize that when she moves her legs she can make things happen and she was just kicking away, splashing water everywhere. I know now what people were talking about when they said she would become a lot more fun soon:).

Time for a Jolly Jumper!

Our little girl is growing up far too fast! She seems to think she needs to stand all the time now (she IS over two and a half months old after all!), so we went out and bought her a jolly jumper. She still looks pretty small in there, and she didn't really know what to do but I know she'll figure it out in no time. She seemed to like it already so we'll just keep trying to put her in it. Tomorrow we're going to visit her new cousin Ezra - finally she won't be the smallest baby we know!

More relaxing life!

Last Wednesday Lynsey had her 2 month immunizations. She did much better than I thought. She did turn bright red and scream bloody murder while the nurse was poking her, but she actually calmed down shortly after and slept a lot the rest of the day. Much better than anticipated!

So this has been quite a week for us. Monday was not a good day - quite discouraging. Just when you think you're out of the woods . . . I'd like to attribute this to an awareness of how everyone else feels about Mondays. Nobody likes them, so why should she?? I certainly don't since she seems to be cranky a lot of the time. Anyway, luckily for us, the rest of the week has been much better. I'd venture to say that this has been our best week yet! We have a small group Bible study every Wednesday night, and she never behaves at it. Her little friend Elijah, who is a few weeks older than her, sits there cooing, falling asleep all on his own (I know that he does give his mom some grief at home but at Bible study he puts on quite a show!) while Lynsey is squirming at best, screaming at worst. It's been very frustrating. HOWEVER - this Wednesday she actually sat there content and had no screaming fits! Other people even got to hold her and she just sat there hanging out! It was soo much more relaxing and I was able to enjoy small group so much more. That night, she slept from 11pm until 7:45am - wow! She has slept that long once before ages ago, but it's been a long time. Yesterday she was great during the day and then again slept from 10:15pm until 5:45am - the first time she's put two consecutive nights together like that! The best part was that after her 6am feeding, she went back to sleep (almost right away) and slept until 9:15am. I feel much more rested today than I usually do:). I've said this before, but she just continues to get better and really my days are just much more enjoyable now. We are trying to get her used to napping in her crib, which is our next challenge. She's a cat-napper right now, but I'm really trying to change that. How I can do that is beyond me, but believe me I will try! Oh another exciting thing is that Lynsey started giggling this week! The first time was on Monday and then a little bit every day this week:). It's not an all out laugh yet, but she's definitely chuckling a little bit - it's so cute! I tried to get it on video today, and I actually did catch it except that I had the camera pointed slightly beside her for most of it (if I put the camera right in front of her face than she just focuses on the camera too much distracting her from "performing"). I'll try to get a better shot of it and try to upload it (I've never tried uploading a video but supposedly it is possible). Here are some pics from the last week or so. Yes, we have a little TV addict, and yes, we are proud of that (she's still too young to really know what she's watching . . . right?? I mean she IS really smart . . . ;)).

Lynsey's First Christmas!

I know it's been a long time since my last post, but it seems like I just don't get a lot of free time during the day! Lynsey has been a bit of a challenge this last month. There were a lot of really hard days. We traveled a lot over Christmas, and she was quite fussy a lot of the time. It was very hard for me to relax when she was screaming her head off, especially since everyone wanted to hold her and cuddle her and she just wasn't cuddleable (if that's a word!) lots of the time. I had heard that at 6 weeks the crying would subside, but that day sort of came and went without a real decline in crying. Next I heard 2 - 3 months, and actually on her 2 month birthday I did notice that she had a good day - and the day after, and the day after! It was quite encouraging! We had a bit of a relapse yesterday, but today she seems good again so I'm really, really hoping the worst is over with. I love her to pieces, but there have been days where I wondered what I got myself into! She has always done really well at night, so God has been merciful to me in that! She is interacting more, playing with some of her toys now. I know I'm biased, but I just think she is absolutely adorable! I've posted some pictures from her first Christmas and some other random pictures.